| FRIENDS |
[Nov. 14th, 2004|12:15 am] |
I HAVE THE MOST WONDERFUL FRIENDS IN THE WORLD!!! i love cricket, janet, monet, anne, liah and numerous others who made my birthday bash the best one ever last night! i absolutely adore my longwood girls and you all truly make my life beautiful.
to me life is wonderful. and i thank you. |
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| life is getting good |
[Nov. 8th, 2004|01:13 am] |
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things are picking up fast and i couldnt be happier. me and the roomie are getting along great and i hope it stays that way the rest of...well life actually...im getting more involved around campus. i joined the community service fraternity with my friend anne and i'm loving it. i love helping people and animals and its just such a great feeling, plus im getting to know more awesome people. i got into ambassadors which i couldnt be any happier about. i get to be in this great organization and even better all my favorites are in it like anne, cricket, janet, allison and some sisters. my grades arent that bad, they could be better, but im satisfied especially since im so busy now. its good times around here and i hope it stays that way. |
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| geez |
[Sep. 21st, 2004|10:21 pm] |
so this school year isnt going too well. i miss cricket being my roomate more than EVER. ashley (my new roomate) is not the person i thought she was when i agreed to room with her last year. but that's mostly my fault for only knowing her for 2 months before i said i'd room with her. she's whiny, selfish, stuck-up, spoiledm conceited, and just plain annoying. but i don't really blame her cuz that's the way she was brought up being an only child and our personalities just totally don't mesh. i'm not happy living with her, i mean its bad enough we have 2 of the same classes and are in the same sorority. housing at longwood is a total piece of shit because they won't let me move off campus next semester so i'm stuck in a situation i don't like at all. but i'm trying. i already have a job in town, i'm applying for ambassadors and joining the service fraternity, and hopefully get my sociology GPA up so i can be invited to join the sociology fraternity too. and hopefully doing all that will require me to spend less time in my room with her. either im doing all that or i'm at cricket's house most of the time at night. so i pray that this year goes by super fast. and come next year its me and anne in our own house!
ok im done updating now. |
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| Just like to Say... |
[Aug. 25th, 2004|11:46 am] |
that i'm lovin it. i have a wonderful family, the coolest friends, a kickass university, and pretty much no worries in the world. i cant help it i know i need to worry about some things such as my dad, grades, how im gonna get money, an apartment for next fall...but i cant. because to me everything falls into place how its suppose to. i just live the life i love day by day and see where it carries me...and thank god i have the friends and family that i do.
if i could have just one wish...it would be to stay this way forever.
carefree and happy about it all. |
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| 2 more days |
[Aug. 17th, 2004|09:59 pm] |
thursday's my last day of work! and i'm getting shitty mcshit-faced and getting my dance on at the WAVE with all my wonderful friends and co-workers.
i miss my crickeypoo and i CANNOT wait to go back up to farmville this sunday to help her settle into her house and getting plastered with my favorite longwoodians. then i'm coming back tuesday to pack and then actually moving back on friday.
I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT WAIT TO BE BACK AT SCHOOL.
but where did the summer go? |
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| i killed it |
[Aug. 16th, 2004|05:08 pm] |
my summer...i feel like i killed it. i mean sure i had some fun especially returning from england and seeing all my wonderful friends who cared enough to welcome me home, BUT i went to work immediately 2 days later and have been working almost every damn day since. i work and i spend. its not enough that i TOTALLY neglected all my friends i've known for half my lifetime but i didnt save any damn MONEY! why am i such a bad friend and financial keeper? now its too late...my last day of work is thursday and all my friends are leaving or have left for college by this weekend and its not fair. i feel that its my fault that we've fallen out of touch with each other. i never call them or get calls from them anymore and it sucks. i remember someone telling me that the friends you make in college are gonna be the ones that last a lifetime and i refused to think that my high school friends would ever fade away from the picture. but things are getting blurry now.
i hate growing up and moving on.
i want the slumber parties back where we passed out the "best friends forever" charms. whatever happened to those? |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 26th, 2004|10:16 pm] |
still working ALOT
miss hanging out with hometown FRIENDS
i have saturday night off
goal: hang out with BUTTERS then
UPDATED |
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| eh |
[Jul. 14th, 2004|05:25 pm] |
i dont really feel like writing in this anymore. life is good again. dad is almost all better, well as good as he can get. my little get away to prince george to see ashley, leslie, maggie, margaret, and bailey was EXCELLENT. i totally love those girls and CAN'T wait to go back to school. working alot as usual. broke as usual. i dont see how that works out but it does. anywho i think im done. oh and one last thing...
HAPPY FUCKIN BIRTHDAY CASEY MCPHEE
we's gonna get ripped tonight! |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 3rd, 2004|03:49 pm] |
days are getting better.
can't wait for my mini vacation next weekend cuz i need it a whole bunch and i need my ashley oh so much. |
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| WHY |
[Jul. 1st, 2004|12:44 am] |
my dad woke me up today at 730 to take him to the hospital again. i was there until 630 tonight. well on top of his internal bleeding where the doctors have yet to find where its coming from, his arm has a blood clot from his elbow all the way up to his shoulder AND its infected from where he had the IV in last week. not only that but he had a blood transfusion last week because he lost half his blood and when he had bloodwork done today they found out that all that blood he got put back in him is almost back down to what he had before the blood transfusion. (normal red blood cell count is 15 last week he was at a 7 and today he's back down to a 8.9). why can't the doctors figure it out, they've done a dozen tests not to mention two more he has to get on friday, and nothing.
in the doctors office i saw a really cute old man in about his late 70s early 80s and i told me dad i hope he's that cute when he's that old and he told me that he probably wont be able to get old. what do you say to that?
i went out to my car and cried because that's all i can do. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 29th, 2004|06:48 pm] |
i was just talking to my dad about things with him such as his bleeding ulcer and all the bills that are late due to his illnesses and he was telling me how he's worried. and i'm like "worried about what?" and i know that sounds completely assholish for me to say but i really meant it. he said he was worried about the late fees on all the bills, his unidentiable stomach pain which he thinks was a bleeding ulcer but isnt sure, he's worried about my mom because she's getting stressed over work and taking care of the household, he's worried about his job since he hasn't been there for 5 days and all this other shit. and i told my dad that i don't "worry" about anything and he was like "really? you dont worry at all?"
and it just made me think...and i dont worry, i dont stress over things, and i think i'm too positive on life. i mean i know its a good thing not to think about the bad things but i need to grow up and start worrying about things that are important. such as overdued bills and my dad. but in my mindframe im thinking...the bills WILL get paid eventually and they WILL find a cure for my dad so theres nothing to worry about because everything WILL eventually fall into place. and i know i should be worried about my dad but i cant help thinking that everything is totally fine because i cant be negative and i can't ever think "what if..."
i guess i should start paying attention to the news, my family, my schoolwork, the war...i didnt even think that americans were dying in iraq, honestly it never crossed my mind that they were being killed in a REAL war.
i guess its time for me to face the facts of REAL LIFE and stop being that innocent kid who thinks nothing bad can ever happen in the world because i am that kid. i still watch cartoons everyday and still laugh at them too, i think the world of my daddy and that he's invincable, i dont believe that a man has the basic instinct in him to kill another man, i dont want my world to come crashing down and reveal the truth. |
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| AWESOME |
[Jun. 28th, 2004|10:27 pm] |
You're a Spirograph!! You're pretty tripped out,
even though you've been known to be a bit
boring at times. You manage to serve your
purpose in life while expending hardly any
effort (and are probably stoned to the gills
all the while).
What childhood toy from the 80s are you?
brought to you by Quizilla |
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| commodore will have to do |
[Jun. 28th, 2004|10:18 pm] |
its official...i'm a little bitch. i went to my new job orientation thing today for 3 hours and its nothing but bullshit. like one example...i have to be there at 830 in the morning and if i dont make a sale in 2 hours i get sent home. i mean wtf why would i drive an hour in morning rush hour traffic just to be sent home and waste my gas, time, and sleepage. and if i'm even a minute late within the first 2 weeks i get fired on the spot. which isnt gonna work for me cuz the lady looked pissed off when i already told her i couldnt work july 9-11 cuz i already had plans. and she was all like "what plans where you going?" and im totally like "im gonna out of town its none of your business whore" so FUCK THAT SHIT. plus both my matts already quit so no boys no kim. im not gonna show up tomorrow morning. commodore will have to do for the summer.
i need some major sleepage.
and YAY for erin and casey and their VERY own apartment wednesday! (im so there)
and yay for daddy being home. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 26th, 2004|11:00 am] |
well i got another job that pays mad well plus i'm still working at the commodore at night so i'm gonna be making some hot loot by the end of the summer. the down side is i have to work 845-200 and 530-1130 every damn day so that leaves minimial time for hanging out with friends which kinda sucks. another thing that kinda sucks is that my dad is in the hospital. he's been there for 2 days already and we don't know when he's allowed to come home. he has to go to the hospital alot but he always comes back the next day so i never really worry about it cuz i keep telling myself that he's fine, but it's really starting to scare me that he has to stay so long this time. i can't imagine life without my dad.
get better soon cuz i need you. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 18th, 2004|01:36 am] |
commodore offically sucks and i hate to say it cuz ive been there for almost 3 years and its never gotten to the point where i'm totally fed up with the place...but now i am. so i looked for a new job today and im going in to urban exchange tomorrow to fill out an application and i feel pretty good about it cuz i talked to the manager today and she sounded interested in me (plus i saw her at the wave tonight and she recognized me and said hey-which is a good thing). so it might be a farewell to the commode even though i love the people i work with more than life i can't handle the jewishness of the place, getting screwed on my paycheck, and having to make food for over 30 tables by myself because karen is a bitch who always tells me to come in early while she never shows at all not to mention that i work just as many hours as her if not more and gets paid a quarter of what shes making. not fair and neither is life. so fuck the commodore and fred the jew. the end.
consider yourself updated. |
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| love the crew |
[Jun. 5th, 2004|10:50 pm] |
boy do i love my fellow co-workers at the shitty commodore. who else hangs out at work and has an awesome time just chillin and no the fun doesnt stop there...THEN we all migrate to somewhere else after work and continue the partying but now it consists of alcohol. I LOVE THEM ALL. its so much fun and speaking of fun im out on another fun drunken adventure with my co-workers.
this rocks. |
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| nothing cool |
[Jun. 1st, 2004|12:44 pm] |
i took my fat ass over to curves today to sign up. i have my first "workout" tomorrow at 1130 woohoo. then a hair appointment at 100 cuz i am lookin ratty. but yet again another sucky holiday weekend because i seem to work EVERY holiday. and speaking of working, which i do everyday, last night we all got bitched at by the owner for "stealing his tips" which was my fault cuz i took $5 off the table right in front of him and gave it to the waitstaff person who had that table which i think is totally fair because he deserved it for serving 38 tables by himself when the JEW did nothing. so im probably on the edge for "immediate grounds for firing from stealing from the company" but im still gonna ask for a raise next week cuz fuck that shit, we do all the work NOT him. anyways its time to wash the dog then shower then eat then WORK. for all those hard working kids like me you totally understand the angst of the workforce and for all of you spoiled bitches who don't do anything but lay out on the beach or sit on your couch watching tv and eating cheetos and soak up all the laziness FUCK YOU!
over and out. |
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| painful |
[May. 25th, 2004|11:24 am] |
went to the beach yesterday with erin and meghan for like 4 hours and burned the SHIT outta myself. well at least its red now and not white and hopefully turn into a tan. but it hurts so very much and i was struggling at work last night. good thing today is my day off and then of course im working 1215-1015 tomorrow. good times.
its so damn hot my rearview mirror fell off. |
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| LONG LIVE THE 80s |
[May. 21st, 2004|01:30 am] |
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i totally rocked out in 80s gear from head to toe tonight and i must say my FEET are killing me but it was all totally awesome. thats about all i have to say. |
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| it's about time |
[May. 17th, 2004|09:15 am] |
next time i write in this thang will be when i'm back in da 757 bitches!
as for now...trekin thru the oh so undesirable city of london.
i hope i dont miss my train, find my hotel, make my flight in the am, and they dont make me unpack my suitcase because it's more than double the weight it's suppose to be.
SEE YALL SUCKAS TOMORROW! |
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